Anxiety

Anxiety

You push, you pull, you break me down
This time I am boxing back
My strength, my resolve, my surrender, my will
My sanity is under attack
Paranoia settles in, drips down my lips with contempt
They're watching, they're waiting for me to fail
Mocking the time I have spent
Judging me, under the guise of help
Cruel to be kind, they say
I want to get back to a creative place
Where in I will thrive and stay
Like a boulder or a rolling stone
This anxiety rolls into me
Peace seems abstract and elusive
God set me free