Restless
I am not good at waiting
For responses from anyone
From Him or him
I second guess myself
Over everything
Not how I want to spend my time
Agonizing, overanalyzing
Wondering what words meant
Or the lack of them
My chest feels heavy
Breathing feels labored
And I cannot figure out why
One moment the words between us flow easily
We smiled
And now we aren't really speaking at all
It's killing me
I pray He would help me let it go
But it is so hard
I want to be positive
To help, to understand, to encourage
You won't let me
So I wait
For Him
For you
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